Welcome aboard the trainwreck
Now I'm not going to be presumptuous and expect that anyone is reading this because what are the odds. 'Life' has been fucking with me alot lately and I need an outlet. I need to shout out into the void in order to not crumble. Instead of doing a backstory let's dive right into the current mess shall we? Right now i am going through my first brush with an heartbreak. Okay,okay, i am 18, it is too late to be experiencing this for the first time but in my defence i led a very reserved life and that just makes things worse for me. So time for some context; i met this guy like may 2021? Yeah so more than a year ago and we hit off really well. It was fun to be friends and then within 2 months he throws the bomb at me. *Drumrolls* he liked me. And i am flabbergasted because never have I in a thousand years expected that. So i tell him that and he is like ' no problemo, we can stay friends as we are' and i agreed. Rookie mistake really. Fast forward to January this...